Ye Waqt Kabi Wapis Nahi Aiga

Mein bohot time se akela reh reha hu, or kai bar is chiz k bare me sochta hu. Meine apni life ka acha khasa time waste kr diya, bohot si chize chordi, kai chorni padi ya chut gai. Waqt Waqt Ki Baat h bs.

Ek din mein apne ghar me baythat hamesha ki tarah apni laptop pe kam kr reha tha bed pe bayth k. Dim yellow light, maroon bedsheet, aise hi chalta TV. Mera ek dost Sandeep b mere sath bayth k apne laptop pe kam kr reha tha, or pichle ek do din se mere hi sath mere ghr pe reh reha tha. Wise to mein akela hi reahta hu, pr ek do din se Sandeep mere sath tha aise hi bs kam krne k silsile me. Hum aram se kam ka rahe the, or wo kabi yeha to kabi waha, sari bedsheet kharb kr di, mei daykh reha tha par kuch bola nahi, ki koi nahi. Fir mein man kaam me lagaya to muje laga ki hath me kuch chip chip sa lag reha h to mei pani se dhone gaya to daykha, nalke teda huwa pada h or pani leak hoo reha h or muje thoda gussa aya, to meine Sandeep se pucha aise tune kiya. To ousne javan diya haa, to ghum nahi reha tha, zoor se ghumaya to aisa ho gaya. Meine socha chalo koi nahi. Fir meine yeha waha daykha, muje ghr ka paint itna acha nahi lag reha tha, builder ne jjo bnaya that, ki bs jaise taise ek bar acha sa dikah k baych de or fir sara sar-dard malik ka. Mera man krta that naya krwalu, but paise nahi kharchna chahta tha itne to bs man mar k reh jaya krta tha. Mein fir kitchen me kuch khane k liye lene gaya, to kya daykha ki, sink jisme bartan dhoya krte h wo tuta huwa h or sath me marble jisme wo laga hota h to b bich mese tuta huwa h. Muje ab bohot gussa a reha tha ki Sandeep ko aai huwe bs do din huwe h or ye kya kiye ja reha h. Mine ouse wahi se zoor se awaz maari, or gusse me pucha ye tune kya kiya h, ouse pata tha muje gussa a reha h ki ousne mere ghr ki aisi taisi kr di, to dabi dabi awaz me bola, “Sir, mein ouper se plates nilakne slab pe chada or ye tut gai, sath me sink b tha to wo b tut gaya.” Meine daykha ki kitchen ki ous slab k niche koi support nahi thi, builder ne bs jaldi jaldi me ghatiya material use kiya or bs kaise bs kr k kam khatam kr diya hoga. Meine socha ab kya karu waqt ki kharab h, ache paise kharch krne pade ge or isse to thik krwana hi padega. Sandeep ne bola b ki, Sir kya kroge thik krwa k, pani ki pipe piche se band kr dete h bartan aise hi kahi do lena, par mera man nahi manta, muje to sab chize ek dum perfect chahiye hoti h, or ye h b to zaruri. Itne me mere ghr k ghanti baji, ek uncle the meri hi building k. Building wale mil k parking me kirtan krwa rahe h to ouska btane aiy the, par mera mere man me yahi chal reha tha, kya h kash mere pas itne paise hote to ek ek chiz apne hisab se krwata, to onse be meine bs aise hi puchliya ki aapka b to same trike ka flat h, ousme b yahi haal h. To wo muje kuch kam k liye sath niche chalne ko bole or chalte chalte bole, ha yar ye builder to bs aise hi bnate h ghatiya material kam chalaiou, mera b aise hi haal h, par humne to paise laga k sub apne hisab se krwa liya h. Wapis ghar ate huwe, ek ladki ek kutte ho ghuma ri thi. Wo ladki b bht achi thi, ache kapde or ouska kutta b achi breed ka tha muje dono hi bht ache lage or mei wahi khada thodi dar daykhta reha or Mei fir se isi soch me dub gaya ki mera acha waqt kab aiyga. Na zada dost h, akela akela rehta hu, kam krta rehta hu fir b apni har ek pasand ki chiz puri nahi hoti. Choti choti kamiyo pe mujhe gussa ane laga ki mere pas ye kyo nahi h, or aise hi chalta reha or mei apna kaam sath sath krta reha. Mein bohot zada ambitious hu mujhe pata h. Mera goal secure job karna, stable routine life lead krna nahi.. nah, baki dusro ko job dena h.

Waqt gusra, meine ek bada ghar leliya par rent pe hi tha apna nahi tha but abi k liye thik tha. Kafi bada tha, modren kitchen. Sandeep mere ghar aya, mei saman set kr reha tha, to ous ko dikha reha tha ki mera kitchen kitna modren h. Jaise ajkal k gharo me hota h. oven, michowave, gas stove sb wall me or slab me fitted hota h, builder ne bada ghar bnaya tha, to thoda furnished b tha, jaise achi crockery, wooden work. Total 3 bade bade bedroom the, lights se decoration. Muje b lights lagane ka bhot shonk h to meine or b achi achi lights lagali. Kam thoda acha chal reha tha to paise ki koi fikar nahi thi, par ek bat abi b man me thi, ki ghar isse b acha or bada khud ka hona chahiye, or sub se zaruri mera apna hona chahiye.

Aise hi thode or din nikal giay, building me kuch kuch logo se hi hello honi shuru ho gai. Ek din ghanti baji. Sath wali aunty ai or boli, : navratre h, hum kirtan kr rahe h, to hame decoration k liye lights chahiye agar de sako to, tumne to kinti sari decorative lights lagai v h.” Mera bilkul b man nahi tha, ki lagai v lights outar k du, to meine purani padi v lights check ki bt koi kam nai kr rahi thi or mein mana b nahi kr paa reha tha, to meine finally ek hi subse lambi light ki ladi outar k di, sath me or b choti moti decoration ki chize. Aise ass pados k or b logo se bat hone lagi, ghar me ana jana shuru ho gaya. Mera ghr kafi bada to tha hi, to kabi kabi 4 5 bache khelne ane lage, yeha waha bhagte. Mere b dost ban gaiy, hum aram se balcony me bayth k gappe marne lage, or ye silsila aise hi chalne laga or badta gaya.

Kuch time bad, chize or achi hogai. Kam acha chalne laga. Kisi chiz ki fikar nahi hone lagi or dosto ki b kami nahi rahi. High society wala ho gaya, or waise hi logo k sath rehne laga, jaisa mein apne liye saalo phele chaha karta tha. Meri personality b achi ho gai thi, ache kapde acha khana, paise jo a gaya tha. Mano ya na mano, but paise me logo ko apke pass khichne ki aisi takat hoti h, ki app saamne wale ki niyat ka pata hi nahi laga sakte kai baar.

Ek sham mei or mare sare dost hum sub hasi majak kr rahe the. Mere kuch dosto ki shadi hoi thi, or onki bivi b sundar thi, or ek mere se bate krti krti achi dost ban gai, or mujpe dore dalne lagi. Muje to laga ye to bhot chalu h, abi shadi hoi h mere dost se, or sath sath mere piche b pad gai h, kabi mera hath pakde, kabi kabi hum sub bythe hote to mere sath a k bayth jaiy, mere kandhe pe sar rakh liya kare. Muje laga yar, ye to muje fasati ja ri h, is se piche churwana padena. Is se door bhaga to dusri ladki ne koshish shuru krdi, bilkul wisi hi harkate. Mein akela hi rehta hu, to pta ni kha se meri nani ai, or our ladki ko kadak awaz me bola, “door hoja mere ladke se, tarike se reh”, or ousne fir kuch aisa waisa nahi kiya. Agle din jb mei apne dosto k sath baytha tha, to meri nazar ek ladki pe padi. Shayd meri hi oumar ki hogi, or meri building me hi rehti thi, apni mummy k sath baythi thi. Meine ouse daykha mujhse sharmane lagi. Dikhne me achi thi, ache se kapde b dale the, daykhe hi daykhe hamara chakar b chal gaya, wo single thi. Ouski mummy, ouse ache se treat nahi krti thi, to muje ye chiz achi nahi lagti thi, isiliye ab to mare sath rehne lagi, or subkuch bht ache se chalta reha. Ab bas ek do chize hi aisi reh gai thi jo puri nahi hoi thi.

Par mera or ouska sath zada nahi reh paya. Lambi bimari k bad wo nahi rahi. Abi ye baat likhte huwe b aisa lag reha h ki ye abi, real me mere sath fir se ho reha h, or muje fir se bohot bura lag reha h, soch k hi man bayth jata h. Shayad jab hum sath the mein apne ambition ko pura karne me laga reha, wo waqt jo muje ouse dena chahiye tha shayad nahi de paya. Or fir kuch time bad, back to normal. Wahi kaam or life.

Din nikalte rahe, paisa or ane laga, ab ye wo waqt tha jiska mein hamesha se socha krta tha. Bohot bada ghar, aish or aram ki chize. Hamesha mere ghar log rehte, kabi dost party, ya fir kabi dinner or lunch. Logo ki bate krne ki awaz ati rehti. Log muje ache se treat krte, respect krte. Ab muje kisi bat k liye bura nahi lagta tha, kyoki sub tha mere pas. Sub chize jaisi mei chahta tha. Ha kuch dost the jinhe meine life me bohot piche chor diya tha, kuch rishte the jinhe mei bhul gya tha, par mere pas wo sb tha, jisk liye meine ye sub chora.

Par thode time bad man bharne laga. Logo ki bato k shor se door jane ka man krne laga. Wo ladkiya jo muje ache lagti thi kahi kho si gai thi. Hafte me 4, 5, din party huwa karti, na chahte huwe b logo se milna. Ahista Ahista muje aise lagne laga ki jaise mei chains me bandh gaya hu. Mera man nahi karta tha ab kisi se baat karne ka. Ye wo log the jinhe mujhse nahi, mere paise se matlab tha. Wo actually mera nahi, mere position, mere paisa ka haal chal puchne me interested the. Agar mei is waqt khud ko daykhu to apne aap ko akela khada daykh reha hu. Gharwale, dost reh gai piche kahi is race me. Sochne laga wo waqt b kitna acha tha, jb mei akela chote se ghar me rehta tha, koi dukhi nahi krta tha, ek do hi dost the, par wo meri fikar b karte the, acha lagta tha, par meine ous waqt ki kadar nahi ki. Jb wo mere sath thi, jo waqt muje ouse dena chahiye tha, ous waqt mein apne kal k liye bhagta reha.

Ek din to logo ka shor bardash se bahar ho gaya, or muje itna gussa aya ki meine logo ko khud dhakke de ke apne ghar se bahar nikalna shuru kr diya. Muje aisa lagne laga ki mera ghar h or ispe bs mera haq h. koi b aise mere ghr mei nahi a sakta. Sb log bahar ki taraf jaa rahe the, to meri nazar ek insan me padi, decoration k liye mene jo kabi pendulum wali ghadi kharidi thi, ousk pas khada tha. Mein ousk pas gaya or ouse ek bar daykha, safed baal, or halki halki dadi, ek budda tha par meine gusse me ouse b jane k liye bola.

Or ousne muje aram se, gehri awaz me pucha, “MERA NAM JANTE HO?’ OR BOLA MEI WAQT HU.” Ousk itna bolte hi mein EK EK CHIZ SAMAJh GAYA. Ous ek pal me meri puri life meri ankho k same se ghum gai.

SOr ouse b ye baat pata thi, or mere bina kuch bole, ek halki ki muskurahat k sath mujhse bs itna kaha,”JAB TUMHARE PAS KUCH NAHI THA WO B WAQT THA, AB TUMHARE PAS SUB KUCH H YE B WAQT H, OR KYA CHAHTE HO.”

Mein ous insaan se bohot kuch puchna chahta tha, thodi dar bat krna chahta tha. Is se pehle mein kuch puchta, mera phone bajne laga, mei abi b nind me hi tha, or ousi sapne me hi phone dhundne laga, phone kat gaya, par phone fir baja or mer sapna akhir tut hi gaya. YE MERA EK SAPNA THA, JO KISI SACHAI SE KAM NAHI LAG REHA THA. Par Muje bohot zada bura lag reha tha ki mei ouski puri bat b nahi sun paya, or na mein khud kuch puch paya. Man ek bar to mayus a ho gaya. Tha to sapna hi par fir b, mein ous se puchna chahta tha aisa kyo h.

Par shayad ous insaan ki bato ka javab ous sapne me nahi, hakikat me milna tha. Wo phone mere ousi dost ka tha. Jiske papa ki Do hafte pehle hi o achanak se death hoi thi, or wo aj chennai apni job pe wapis ja reha tha to delhi aya tha flight lene k liye. Muje bohot bura lag reha tha ousk liye, mein ousk liye kuch kru b to kya karu , or mein ouse abi milne wala tha, muje samajh nahi aa reha tha ki jb miluga to kaise behave karu. Jab mei ouse lene ja reha tha or raste me tha, tab mere dimag me mere dost k papa ka khayal aa reha tha or sath me sapme me ous insaan ki boli v bat “WO B WAQT THA OR YE B WAQT H. Jab mei ous se mila, ousne bina kisi dukh k mujhe has k mila, andar se shayad dukhi hoga wo, or ghar ate ate muje pata chal gaya tha ki wo dukhi h, par fir b ousne mere samne aisa dikhaya nahi, or thodi hi dar bad bate kr k nikal gaya apni job k liye. Wo b ek waqt tha jb wo apni puri family k sath khush tha, ye b ek waqt h, par ouse chalna to waqt k sath hi h, yahi to zindgi h.

Sapne me jo ous insaan ne jo mujhse pucha, muje ab realize huwa. Meine apna present apne future k liye kharb kr liye. Jo waqt muje apne dosto k sath, family k sath spend krna chahiye tha, life ki asli khushi meine barbad krdi. Or jab tak muje ye realize huwa, tb tk ya to wo muje chor k jaa chuke the ya mein onhe itna piche chot chuka tha ki wapis nahi ja sakta tha. Har ek chiz ka apna waqt hota h, or chize apne time pe hi achi lagti h.

Aisa b nahi h ki muje apne future ki fikar hi nahi karni, muje mehnat b karni h, par muje on logo ki b time dena h jo mere liye fikar karte h, jo meri success ki wjh se nahi, bs mere onk sath hone se khush h. Aapk paise or status se dosti karne wale bohot log h jaisa mere sath h abi, par jo log sach me apki care karte h wo aapse b kahi na kahi wahi except karte h. Shayad mein b aise hi apne kal ko bnane k liye apne aaj se bhagta reha dosto family se door ho gaya. Dost to itne the b nahi kabi, par family hona zaruri h.

ye sach h kiवकत स बदा मलहम कोइ नहीं। chize waqt k sath thik ho jati h. Meri mummy chali gai, shuru shuru me bura lagta tha, ab itne saal ho gaiy...thik h ahista ahista ab itna feel nahi hota time k sath adat ho gai. Par kuch chize ap sahi waqt pe thik na karo to rishte or kharab ho jate h or badte badte itna distance a jata h ki ap ab chah k b wapis ni ja sakte. Jaise ek trike se ab aap ouska hissa hi nahi rahe.

Iss pe ek bohot achi baat yaad ai. Ek do mahine pehle ki hi baat h. mere papa aise hi haste we  muje kai bar ek baat boli, mere bhai bhabi ko b bolte the mere same ki “Jab tu chota tha na, ek time tha jb hamesha bolta tha, papa mere sath chalo muje sharam ati h ya meine akele nahi jana, sb jagah mere sath jata tha.”or bas iske age kuch ni bolte the. Ek tarike se wo muje yaad dilate the pehle mein onpe kitna dependent tha ya kitni achi bonding thi. Par ab wo muje kuch ni bolte, kyo ki ab wo mujhse baat hi nahi karte, saamne b hoon to b nahi. Time k sath chize badalti gai or hum dono me distance ata gaya..

Sochta hu to hasi aati h, abi b aa rahi h. par bohot bura b lagta h. Par mujhe ache se pata h Waqt k sath iski b adat pad jaiygi, or bs yadeen reh jaiygi.

Aap kabi shant man se, aram se bayth k sochna, ki life me sub se keemti chiz kya h.   na wo paise nahi, aapka TIME HAI…!! Paisa  chala b gaya, mehnat karo kal fir a jaiyga. Par  abi jo time aap jee rahe ho, wo pal ek bar gaya to apk pas jitne bhi paisa q na ho, wo laut k nahi aiga. Chize apne time pe hi achi lagti h. Agar aap, aapne waqt ki kadar karoge, to aisa kuch nahi jo aap nahi paa sakte.
Aj kal ek chiz bohot common h i.e. mobiles. Aap samajh hi gaiy hoge. Aj kal dost milte to h, par sath ho k b sath nahi h. Dono apne apne phone pe door baythe apne kisi 3isre dost se chat kr rahe hoge ya social site browse kr rahe hoge. Jo apk samne baythe h, ous k sath wo time enjoy krne ki jgh kahi door apni khushi dhune me lage huwe h sub. Log aksar ye nahi samajhte ki abi jo waqt h aap jisk sath ho, aap wo enjoy karo jisk k liye aap dono mile ho, samne wale se baat karo, ek dusre ko jaano.
Waqt hamesh ek sa nahi rehta, aaj aap yeha ho, kal aap kaha hoge ye koi ni janta. aapka wo dost shayad aapk sath na rahe. Pr sath me bitaya wa wo time hamesha yaad rahe ga. Jab dono apni life me busy hoge. Job se thak k sham ko ghar aate huwe kabi kahi kuch dosto ko sath me hasi majak krte we daykho ge na, to aapko apna wo time yaad aiga jo apne apne dosto k sath aise hi kabi spend kiya tha, or ek halki si complementary smile.  yadeen hamesha aapk sath rahegi… na ki ous time kisi tisre se ki hoi chat. Or agar aapk kabi aise dost nahi the, ya aapne aise dosto k sath enjoy nahi kiya kabi to bura b lagega, ki kash mere b dost hote meine b aise maje kiye hote school college me.  To ye aapk hath me h, aap aapne dosto ko yaad yad k khush hona chahte h ya maayus.

 Aapne aaj jo jina sikho, yahi aapka past banega or zindgi bhar waise hi yaad rahega, acha ya bura ye aapk hath me h. Abi jo waqt h ouski keemat samajhni chahiye. Ye ek bar gaya to wapis nahi aiga. Isse khul k enjoy karna chahiye.

OR WAQT K SATH CHIZE BILKUL BADALTI H, AGAR MANLO, TO JEENA ASAAN LAGE GA. Waqt kabi kisi ka ek sa nahi rehta. Ek chiz jo hamesha ek si rahe gi wo h sirf or sirf yadeen jo aap chah k b kabi badal nahi sako ge, achi h ya buri, or ye aapk ajj me depend karti h.

Hume Ache Waqt K Intezar Me AHI, Waqt K Sath Jeena Chaiye…. 

WAQT WAQT KI BAAT H, KABI ACHA TO KABI BURA


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